So I guess it is time

I know it has been a while since I have posted.  I will try to do better.  This blog I am going to use to work through some issues.  So please forgive the maudlin tone of this one.  Let's see.  The guy I was dating that seemed normal, knocked me up and then disappeared.  NO call, no show. So I guess he is fired from the boyfriend position.  Then, I had a miscarriage.  My Thanksgiving break has consisted of a D&C an many, many tears.  Hopefully soon I can find my happiness again.  We will see.  Man, I really loved that baby.  I was/am ready to be a mom.  Here is what makes me angry, these people who have kids and throw them away or mistreat them.  Do they not understand what a true blessing that kids are?  Maybe one day I will see the sense in all of that.  I also don't understand how teenagers can just look at the opposite sex and pop out a kid.  Ok.  I know I am whining and feeling sorry for myself.  I will jump back on the dating horse soon and I am sure that I will have some lovely stories for my friends.  That's it for now.  More ranting to come soon.